Keep Calm And Carry On

Wow. Has it really been more than a month since my last blog post? It is probably due to the fact that I have been in a PISSY mood lately. I have been reading your blogs... just not commenting. Sorry.

I'm sick of my job. Let's be honest, I'm getting no where in my current situation and have been feeling taken advantage of for a while. I reached my breaking point after talking to my boss about my raise/bonus (or should I say... lack of...). I am currently on the job hunt (and being aggressive about it, too). I have resorted to giving myself pep talks on Sunday nights just to give myself enough motivation to get up Monday morning and starting another week at work. And believe me, it's TOUGH.

I'm sick of being asked about when I am having a baby. For one, I have only been married for about 7 months, so are you kidding me? Second, if I am being totally honest... the answer is maybe never. The more M and I discuss it, the more we are leaning toward jumping on the no baby train. And I don't feel bad about it.

I'm sick of the rain and the constant lingering sinus headache that goes along with it.

I'm sick of family drama and I refuse to be a part of it any longer.

I'm sick of having to work so hard in the gym just to maintain my weight. But I know if I were to stop working so hard at it, it would turn into a disaster.

BUT - starting now, I am making myself have a more positive attitude. Because being negative isn't normally my thing and it's wearing me out. I am choosing to focus on all of the positives in my life. Because regardless of the things going wrong right now... there are a lot going of things going right.

Thanks for letting me get that out. I just need to keep telling myself to keep calm and carry on.